Seems its getting worse when people added to your daily life.
Noone cares and then expects from you do good  in the same thing that is already
messing you up.
Girls.. I hate. My frn called and asks me up to have a gf, but this is awkwardly bad to me.
I hate their voice, their viewpoint... keep thinking of the same everytime and they are the reason
today I feel like this
Sarabjeet dead announced and these political people are babbling around the same stupid
lang of theirs blaming others . Why couln't they be killed or bombarded all at the same time.
They make a person's life so cheap for their political pleasures.

I will not say that I cant bear this state... I am  by making myself as quiet as possible but
more worries come that this is not gonna give me anything. You will say that I am a great fool
by writing all this and not getting out of it ... I would say that be in this stage and then say
I am not wishing you this for u but if u cannot help me, then dont make it worse

A frn once said that Fake it till you make it and then do whatever you want to do
but this is not happening here, I dont want to fake it. It has to come from within

Nobody gives a damn about me here and I also should leave them at their state.
So superstitious here that whatever are doing they ask me to give it to their, then why that Guru
not gimme a will to come over it .. calls me to itself . How would I understand this and till when I keep losing
things .. nobody here to tell me. Why ? Why?
Nobody here to answer. Put it to your Karmas.